Shapeless love

Bright room, dark blinds, creamy walls

Shadows creating imaginative wonders and.........slow tapping



sleepy head propped on tired hads, eyes dim and thoughts interrupted by...... tapping

............rhythmic tapping



"where does it come from?"



the night cool, inviting sound sleep



two distant hearts beating



one for the other



i lied still allowing 'you' to inhibit and manifest in my subconsciousness

( 'why?' haven't you done enough damage?')



I lied still waiting for brain to convert, translate and exhuberate poetry?!





i'm thinking of you, yes you, and all that we shared together



Tap..TAP...TAP growing in rhythm and volume as rational thinking unfolds ?? intentions

TAP! now with life and vigor

None of which i can seem to find eversince my last entry



What will resuscitate consciousness........dwindle depression and sink pessimism?

and even with this unexplained feeling i, somewhat, attract befriended and acquainted relations



i tried reaching out to you but my arms seemingly short at every attempt.



I LOVED YOU



Flooded with disappointments, i couldn't go on!

Every word uttered, fell on deaf ears and slippery shoulders

like a rolling stone, you gathered no 'moss'



I LOVED YOU....'do you hear me?'

I LOVED YOU



my soul finally afloat and unburdened



i wanted to............



hm......the time has passed!



this................this distance

my heart shrieks at incomprehensive,

indeciferable reason.......for distance