Had a bath; combed my hair
Gripped my pen, fingers tight
And started writing in this motionless, pale night
Eyes burning at 1:00am which reminds me......
my skirt!
i need to hem
Overwhelmed with emotions
Die hard emotions...
Buried and resurrected
Banished and embraced
Another hour, torn away
Pure thoughts of a better day!
'why now?' i asked myself
'why now?'..... when, i know, i placed you upon a shelf
Shrugged feelings of past, splattered on the walls
lingered and lingered
too thick 'n' hard to remove and too bright to ignore!!
too soon to inhale its pungent scent!
Haunting memories of what's yet to come
how dumb? ; a shot of Eldorado rum?
thoughts frozen and...... feet numb
A silly story misconstrued
Seeking anecdote to change the mood!
' i loved..........
i loved you ....so much
Plain english .......no french nor dutch!
A scribbled symphony;short but new
Given 'space'
And i waited, silently, in moping disgrace
Harsh reality, hitting core
i wished you hadn't tell me more
But tell me.....'Were we so meaningless?'
that you couldn't explain, could not confess?
I wrote to you;prompt and true
Blind and deaf to this so-called 'boo'
Don't worry tho'
amidst the ruins of this' lovers' den
a strong heart, 'he' had bestowed
For i will rise
Rise in love again!
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