Despair

9:53 to 10:53


the heavier the drizzle grew; the thicker the gloom

60 minutes of horns, glaring street lights, vehicles......
everywhere
and the moon, though far, shimmered in the night's subliminal 'fanfare'

An hour redolent of romance
In the passenger seat; peeping up to the dotted skies
oblivious to a conversation solitary
only recognizing my company when wrinkled hands stretched out
to comfort me

COMFORT ME!

ME?, who appeared sane
ignorant to the world of pain?

ME? healthy and plump
Aint give a damn about the next
'dump'

'Soaking wet' from head to toe

Still to the night
Still to the flow
Still to the "knodding"

i'm now in my chair
'You're not here'

wear 'n' tear
far 'n' near
to 'n' fro

Slowly drowning
i miss you much
just so you know

Deep and wide
let me finish, ' i'll swallow my pride'
here and there
i wished this feeling can be compared!

Shake 'n' bake
Embrace me soon for heaven's sake

Calm 'n' just
'Come back, you must'
Come close, i'll try not to be verbose
(Bear with me)

i'm almost done

changed my pen
kiss of bliss
remember this!

I love you still
And i always will!