Look at me, no...... closer, so that i can peep into your thoughts
your eyes a gateway to those thoughts
But first you need to look at me
face to face
eye to eye
speak to me with sealed lips
and attentive eyes
hug me with its warmth
warmth from your 'captivating eyes'
your eyes
speaking a language well-known
readable eyes??.......saying "you're not alone"
droopy eyes, like those of Sylvester Stallone
Bold eyes??... yielding to the beauty before them
like a sharp spear thrusting through barriers
barriers of indecisiveness
barriers of womanhood
barriers of hidden affection
Holding firm; protruding, piercing through
every moment......devouring every action contemplated
Causing 'one' to deviate from consequences destined to be
no time is wasted as it crashes against a wall
once steel, now plain old sponge
Eyes exploring a world of 'lust' and tragedy
the kind that narrates my life history
like a book; with excellent calligraphy
Like a whip lash, grabbing soul and
weakening knees
an author to a new version of the "birds and the bees"
Questioning soul, in turn, showers favour
questioning soul bolting shoulder-strong
armed, too, with a spear deemed similar
"Who's to win?" is a question unanswered
for time......and only time
will either dissolve or resolve'
its outcome .........if at all
IF AT ALL...
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
I'm free!!
I listened not; to the language of 'predatory' tongue
Lying in a tunnel of soft, kissable flesh because every word released, appeared as chocolate coated m 'n' m's
I listened not; to the preferences of 'predatory' thoughts because it came from someone i sincerely admired.......i look within and beyond the feature of gems
I listened not; to the preferences of 'predatory' mind: tennis rackets, pool sticks and cursor clicks
because i appreciated thee.....
With hovering eyes peering through settled waters and a pencil tired of gripping, slippery slender fingers
Thank you:
For sunrise and moonshine moments of walks and poetry
For text messages sent in time to comfort me
For affection enough to last!................
For ravelled thoughts of mystery
For shackles broken
Im free! I'm Free!
Lying in a tunnel of soft, kissable flesh because every word released, appeared as chocolate coated m 'n' m's
I listened not; to the preferences of 'predatory' thoughts because it came from someone i sincerely admired.......i look within and beyond the feature of gems
I listened not; to the preferences of 'predatory' mind: tennis rackets, pool sticks and cursor clicks
because i appreciated thee.....
With hovering eyes peering through settled waters and a pencil tired of gripping, slippery slender fingers
Thank you:
For sunrise and moonshine moments of walks and poetry
For text messages sent in time to comfort me
For affection enough to last!................
For ravelled thoughts of mystery
For shackles broken
Im free! I'm Free!
Kissing Hands
Palm to Palm
Fingers lay lazy, limp and lifeless.....
seemingly burdened and loveless
But certainly stimulated by mutual feelings of fondness and fancy
Twingling in response to an amazing, sweeping feeling
Disembodied hands
Unravelling a clear, giant screen footage
expressing a million words
a million unspoken words
Picture perfect! Too perfect?!
Sole conscience reminded of such a feeling
A feeling provoked by simply hand holding
Kissing hands.........
Quivering in delight causing "souls" to wonder and wander
in this chilly, chilly cool night
Souls, somewhat, epiphanizing intimacy
willingly exploring a deeper meaning
intricately arousing!!
And to think i didn't want this
fooling myself with this notion
Inescapable of the mammalian's secret potion
Eyes locked....fingers tightened.....feelings hightened
like a kiss, i never had or one, perhaps, different
how quaint?....how queer?....how coy?
Kissing hands....
who could ever believe
a kiss can be like this?
Wrists in motion
Curious hands.....teasing hands.....unassuming hands
retrieving and releasing
characters within
unfolding and inviting caresses and grins
even after we were finished
i couldn't imagine us lip-locking
for this has created quite a similar effect
Fulfilling, breath-taking and
certainly mesmerizing......
Fingers lay lazy, limp and lifeless.....
seemingly burdened and loveless
But certainly stimulated by mutual feelings of fondness and fancy
Twingling in response to an amazing, sweeping feeling
Disembodied hands
Unravelling a clear, giant screen footage
expressing a million words
a million unspoken words
Picture perfect! Too perfect?!
Sole conscience reminded of such a feeling
A feeling provoked by simply hand holding
Kissing hands.........
Quivering in delight causing "souls" to wonder and wander
in this chilly, chilly cool night
Souls, somewhat, epiphanizing intimacy
willingly exploring a deeper meaning
intricately arousing!!
And to think i didn't want this
fooling myself with this notion
Inescapable of the mammalian's secret potion
Eyes locked....fingers tightened.....feelings hightened
like a kiss, i never had or one, perhaps, different
how quaint?....how queer?....how coy?
Kissing hands....
who could ever believe
a kiss can be like this?
Wrists in motion
Curious hands.....teasing hands.....unassuming hands
retrieving and releasing
characters within
unfolding and inviting caresses and grins
even after we were finished
i couldn't imagine us lip-locking
for this has created quite a similar effect
Fulfilling, breath-taking and
certainly mesmerizing......
The Redolent Moon
Recently, i've shared the origin of my writings with a friend whom i'm elated to acknowledge as an ardent reader of my blog.
This, however, is the night that birthed the appreciation and significance of nature ;more so the full-moon. Having been privileged to listen to some personal interesting stories of another friend. I'm now compelled to treat life and its ingredients differently through which i've noted some of my very own fond memories.
She sat relaxed in a fine, wooden piece of furniture. The "chair of bliss", she called it and willingly allowed her thoughts to "engulf" the radiant, luminous figure which stood erect in the moonlight sky.The full, pale yellow beauty immediately reminded her of someone. Whom i'm sure is smiling wherever he is.His name escaped her lips... Completely aware of the phenomenal effect it has on him. Eyes a glow and legs clasped firmly together, only the heavens knew what she thought of there after!
this was written, truly, to express some gratitude based upon what we spoke about. Intrigued, he had asked for another part which i, surprisingly, whipped up in a jiffy!
Her name whispered!" was a clear, soft masculine, familiar voice. Little did she know that her dreams were yet to be realized when a warm, all ecstatically consumed figure, crept up behind her; and skilfully glided his slender fingers across her cheek and behind her ear...now revealing, a once hidden and very bashful eyes. Full of feminine boldness and bliss beyond mortal understanding!The hairs on her neck tinged in response to the amazing feeling which swept over them. They kissed...quite similar to the one on his 21st birth night celebration.Bahama Breeze was the venue. As stolen lips wrestled They both embraced a sexual experience with bitter-sweet difference, and slept peacefully that night...
i , too, found this intriguing and continued to journey the field of my imagination.
Drawn i was by the sinking softness of my pillow and moonlit beams dancing on my roof. They danced with passion, fueled with vigor. Cloudy eyes gazed earnestly, questionably loosing the battle with sinking softness.
Then! wide awake, my eye lids batted, where do you go!? aired my shaken voice; Where do you go? Now clear and curious. Only to receive a meager response; 'We'll return...! Familiar folks and frenzy await us!...We waited...I wasn't ready! i interrupted!
But before i can give voice to protest, my room went pitch black! I sat up and saw their pale yellow master taken by a cloud....i thought, 'if only life was so simple, predictable, imaginable!'
I then surrendered to sinking softness...wished thoughts of a particular, peculiar friend, who not only brought memorable delight, but life long twilight dreams...lying side by side
This, however, is the night that birthed the appreciation and significance of nature ;more so the full-moon. Having been privileged to listen to some personal interesting stories of another friend. I'm now compelled to treat life and its ingredients differently through which i've noted some of my very own fond memories.
She sat relaxed in a fine, wooden piece of furniture. The "chair of bliss", she called it and willingly allowed her thoughts to "engulf" the radiant, luminous figure which stood erect in the moonlight sky.The full, pale yellow beauty immediately reminded her of someone. Whom i'm sure is smiling wherever he is.His name escaped her lips... Completely aware of the phenomenal effect it has on him. Eyes a glow and legs clasped firmly together, only the heavens knew what she thought of there after!
this was written, truly, to express some gratitude based upon what we spoke about. Intrigued, he had asked for another part which i, surprisingly, whipped up in a jiffy!
Her name whispered!" was a clear, soft masculine, familiar voice. Little did she know that her dreams were yet to be realized when a warm, all ecstatically consumed figure, crept up behind her; and skilfully glided his slender fingers across her cheek and behind her ear...now revealing, a once hidden and very bashful eyes. Full of feminine boldness and bliss beyond mortal understanding!The hairs on her neck tinged in response to the amazing feeling which swept over them. They kissed...quite similar to the one on his 21st birth night celebration.Bahama Breeze was the venue. As stolen lips wrestled They both embraced a sexual experience with bitter-sweet difference, and slept peacefully that night...
i , too, found this intriguing and continued to journey the field of my imagination.
Drawn i was by the sinking softness of my pillow and moonlit beams dancing on my roof. They danced with passion, fueled with vigor. Cloudy eyes gazed earnestly, questionably loosing the battle with sinking softness.
Then! wide awake, my eye lids batted, where do you go!? aired my shaken voice; Where do you go? Now clear and curious. Only to receive a meager response; 'We'll return...! Familiar folks and frenzy await us!...We waited...I wasn't ready! i interrupted!
But before i can give voice to protest, my room went pitch black! I sat up and saw their pale yellow master taken by a cloud....i thought, 'if only life was so simple, predictable, imaginable!'
I then surrendered to sinking softness...wished thoughts of a particular, peculiar friend, who not only brought memorable delight, but life long twilight dreams...lying side by side
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Rise in love
From a late night social to a rocking lacquered chair
Had a bath; combed my hair
Gripped my pen, fingers tight
And started writing in this motionless, pale night
Eyes burning at 1:00am which reminds me......
my skirt!
i need to hem
Overwhelmed with emotions
Die hard emotions...
Buried and resurrected
Banished and embraced
Another hour, torn away
Pure thoughts of a better day!
'why now?' i asked myself
'why now?'..... when, i know, i placed you upon a shelf
Shrugged feelings of past, splattered on the walls
Haunting memories of what's yet to come
how dumb? ; a shot of Eldorado rum?
thoughts frozen and...... feet numb
A silly story misconstrued
Seeking anecdote to change the mood!
' i loved..........
i loved you ....so much
Plain english .......no french nor dutch!
A scribbled symphony;short but new
Given 'space'
And i waited, silently, in moping disgrace
Harsh reality, hitting core
i wished you hadn't tell me more
But tell me.....'Were we so meaningless?'
that you couldn't explain, could not confess?
I wrote to you;prompt and true
Blind and deaf to this so-called 'boo'
Don't worry tho'
amidst the ruins of this' lovers' den
a strong heart, 'he' had bestowed
For i will rise
Rise in love again!
Had a bath; combed my hair
Gripped my pen, fingers tight
And started writing in this motionless, pale night
Eyes burning at 1:00am which reminds me......
my skirt!
i need to hem
Overwhelmed with emotions
Die hard emotions...
Buried and resurrected
Banished and embraced
Another hour, torn away
Pure thoughts of a better day!
'why now?' i asked myself
'why now?'..... when, i know, i placed you upon a shelf
Shrugged feelings of past, splattered on the walls
lingered and lingered
too thick 'n' hard to remove and too bright to ignore!!
too soon to inhale its pungent scent!
Haunting memories of what's yet to come
how dumb? ; a shot of Eldorado rum?
thoughts frozen and...... feet numb
A silly story misconstrued
Seeking anecdote to change the mood!
' i loved..........
i loved you ....so much
Plain english .......no french nor dutch!
A scribbled symphony;short but new
Given 'space'
And i waited, silently, in moping disgrace
Harsh reality, hitting core
i wished you hadn't tell me more
But tell me.....'Were we so meaningless?'
that you couldn't explain, could not confess?
I wrote to you;prompt and true
Blind and deaf to this so-called 'boo'
Don't worry tho'
amidst the ruins of this' lovers' den
a strong heart, 'he' had bestowed
For i will rise
Rise in love again!
Despair
9:53 to 10:53
the heavier the drizzle grew; the thicker the gloom
60 minutes of horns, glaring street lights, vehicles......
everywhere
and the moon, though far, shimmered in the night's subliminal 'fanfare'
An hour redolent of romance
In the passenger seat; peeping up to the dotted skies
oblivious to a conversation solitary
only recognizing my company when wrinkled hands stretched out
to comfort me
COMFORT ME!
ME?, who appeared sane
ignorant to the world of pain?
ME? healthy and plump
Aint give a damn about the next
'dump'
'Soaking wet' from head to toe
Still to the night
Still to the flow
Still to the "knodding"
i'm now in my chair
'You're not here'
wear 'n' tear
far 'n' near
to 'n' fro
Slowly drowning
i miss you much
just so you know
Deep and wide
let me finish, ' i'll swallow my pride'
here and there
i wished this feeling can be compared!
Shake 'n' bake
Embrace me soon for heaven's sake
Calm 'n' just
'Come back, you must'
Come close, i'll try not to be verbose
(Bear with me)
i'm almost done
changed my pen
kiss of bliss
remember this!
I love you still
And i always will!
the heavier the drizzle grew; the thicker the gloom
60 minutes of horns, glaring street lights, vehicles......
everywhere
and the moon, though far, shimmered in the night's subliminal 'fanfare'
An hour redolent of romance
In the passenger seat; peeping up to the dotted skies
oblivious to a conversation solitary
only recognizing my company when wrinkled hands stretched out
to comfort me
COMFORT ME!
ME?, who appeared sane
ignorant to the world of pain?
ME? healthy and plump
Aint give a damn about the next
'dump'
'Soaking wet' from head to toe
Still to the night
Still to the flow
Still to the "knodding"
i'm now in my chair
'You're not here'
wear 'n' tear
far 'n' near
to 'n' fro
Slowly drowning
i miss you much
just so you know
Deep and wide
let me finish, ' i'll swallow my pride'
here and there
i wished this feeling can be compared!
Shake 'n' bake
Embrace me soon for heaven's sake
Calm 'n' just
'Come back, you must'
Come close, i'll try not to be verbose
(Bear with me)
i'm almost done
changed my pen
kiss of bliss
remember this!
I love you still
And i always will!
Shapeless love
Bright room, dark blinds, creamy walls
Shadows creating imaginative wonders and.........slow tapping
sleepy head propped on tired hads, eyes dim and thoughts interrupted by...... tapping
............rhythmic tapping
"where does it come from?"
the night cool, inviting sound sleep
two distant hearts beating
one for the other
i lied still allowing 'you' to inhibit and manifest in my subconsciousness
( 'why?' haven't you done enough damage?')
I lied still waiting for brain to convert, translate and exhuberate poetry?!
i'm thinking of you, yes you, and all that we shared together
Tap..TAP...TAP growing in rhythm and volume as rational thinking unfolds ?? intentions
TAP! now with life and vigor
None of which i can seem to find eversince my last entry
What will resuscitate consciousness........dwindle depression and sink pessimism?
and even with this unexplained feeling i, somewhat, attract befriended and acquainted relations
i tried reaching out to you but my arms seemingly short at every attempt.
I LOVED YOU
Flooded with disappointments, i couldn't go on!
Every word uttered, fell on deaf ears and slippery shoulders
like a rolling stone, you gathered no 'moss'
I LOVED YOU....'do you hear me?'
I LOVED YOU
my soul finally afloat and unburdened
i wanted to............
hm......the time has passed!
this................this distance
my heart shrieks at incomprehensive,
indeciferable reason.......for distance
Shadows creating imaginative wonders and.........slow tapping
sleepy head propped on tired hads, eyes dim and thoughts interrupted by...... tapping
............rhythmic tapping
"where does it come from?"
the night cool, inviting sound sleep
two distant hearts beating
one for the other
i lied still allowing 'you' to inhibit and manifest in my subconsciousness
( 'why?' haven't you done enough damage?')
I lied still waiting for brain to convert, translate and exhuberate poetry?!
i'm thinking of you, yes you, and all that we shared together
Tap..TAP...TAP growing in rhythm and volume as rational thinking unfolds ?? intentions
TAP! now with life and vigor
None of which i can seem to find eversince my last entry
What will resuscitate consciousness........dwindle depression and sink pessimism?
and even with this unexplained feeling i, somewhat, attract befriended and acquainted relations
i tried reaching out to you but my arms seemingly short at every attempt.
I LOVED YOU
Flooded with disappointments, i couldn't go on!
Every word uttered, fell on deaf ears and slippery shoulders
like a rolling stone, you gathered no 'moss'
I LOVED YOU....'do you hear me?'
I LOVED YOU
my soul finally afloat and unburdened
i wanted to............
hm......the time has passed!
this................this distance
my heart shrieks at incomprehensive,
indeciferable reason.......for distance
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